Yay!

Today was good :) well, if you ignore the crappy weather! The life drawing was great, the woman was quite young and good to draw ;) interestingly, one of my friends recognised her from a strip club in town haha, no wonder she doesnt mind nakedness! :D

It took a fucking age to get home, but i'm very happy now i'm there! And yaya I get to see Mat soon :) we're going to cook a wonderful tea! :)

Hmm

Today started off pretty boring, it's Monday, so I wasn't suprised really. It got better as it went on though, Mat met me for lunch which was lovely :) but then I found out I couldn't see him this evening, which was gayyy! I expected to have a shitty afternoon, following shitty news, but it was suprisingly good! Me, Becki and Charlotte were quite hysterical all afternoon, then our tutor came round and said 'lovely work girls- it's lovely girls with their lovely work' :)

Excitingly, I get to do life drawing tommorow morning! :D Naked models!! I'm so excited haha! Well it's bedtime soon, and although i've missed Mat like crazy, i'm well happy now i'm talking to him :) he pretty much always makes me happy! Hopefully I can go round and see him tommorow, that would be grand :D And maybe he'll even cook me dinner ;)

Also, i really enjoy Mat's penis! :D

I'm in a mood to share my feelings :)

I'm in my room right now and really missing Mat. I can't stop thinking about him, and how bloody wonderful he is! He means the absolute world to me, and although I don't want to sound annoying and irritating, I just needed to write down how i feel.

My life hasn't been the same since being with him, and he's given me such a wonderful year and 3 months. I can't believe how lucky I am to have to have met someone I feel is 'the one' and the boy who has completely stolen my heart so young. I don't know what the future holds, but I do know that all I want is to marry this boy and spend the rest of my life with him. I imagine this could sound like some immature, unknowing girl having a crush or whatever, but believe me it's not. I know that I am truely in love with Mat, and have loved him so very very much from the moment we got together. I feel on top of the world, and my happiness couldn't be any greater right now, and what's even better than all of that? I know he feels the same way and that makes me feel like the luckiest, happiest person in the world. Thank you my everything, you are truely amazing :)

Omg!

I completely forgot to mention something, something that was pretty much the hightlight of my day so far!

Me and Becki (the best friend) were in desperate (aha) need of chocolate, so went into one of the local Sainsbury's at Jacksons stores, I was looking up the chocolate secton when I saw one of the best chocolate bars ever! One that I haven't seen in shops anywhere since my childhood! One which I thought i'd never get the pleasure of eating again! A wispa!! And omg, it was just as amazing as i'd remembered!! :D

Hilarity!

The other day i went into a chemist to pick up a simple antibiotic prescrition. As I walked through the door, however, it hit me that since I have recently turned 19 I would now how to pay for it. Being a poor student this seemed silly and annoying. So I did what I felt was my only choice, told a little white lie.

When she asked 'do any of these on the back apply to you?' I said 'Yes, i'm 18, does that mean it's free'. She replied (looking less than impressed) 'yes, but it says you're 19 on the front'. Aahah i felt so stupid, i was forced to think quickly, so (chuckling slightly) I said 'Oh, I always forget when i've recently had a birthday'. I was expecting a smile and a few words, but she looked blankly at me. So, I quickly asked how much it'd cost, and said i'd be back soon. Lets just say, I never returned :D

Well there's a quick first blog for you. One more thing- Mat is my boyfriend, and he is really gorgeous! I'm looking forwadr to seeing him later!